Dear Janina. I miss you like mad. I hope this trip goes well for you. Really. But just remember I’m back here where you left me and I’ll be waiting for you until you’re back. It makes me wonder since you’re gone if you’ll be reading our messages to help you sleep at night. Idk. I have my own memory to keep me thinking about you. And about today, I truly wonder if I should’ve kissed you. It’s not fair that a week away from you is justified by less than an hour and not even a walk home of time. Not fair. I’d like the weekend. But no. Id write you a never ending message because that’s how much I love you. Never ending. Simple as it sounds it’s beyond complex. I love you for you and I hope nothing ever changes between us. I don’t want it to. I love you and us how we are now.I miss you so much. I miss your scent. I miss your hair caught in my face. I miss everything Janina. I haven’t really given you the change to hear that in a way I’d like to tell you. But we will get to that. You’re my love. And I need to send another text to finish. 
Janina, when you go to Europe or Africa or whatever try to remember me. Cause I’ll be thinking of you. Remeber the quote. And come back safe please? Please? Or I’ll hunt down whoever gets you. You’re amazing. You’re perfect. And why am I completely ranting over a girl who’s gone for just a week? Idk. It’s not even that bad. But all I know is that I’ll miss you. And I won’t be able to text you late at night. We’ll get it back. We will. I know it. Ok. It’s your boarding time. I just want you to know. I’ll be waiting for you to come back. Keep the promise. I love you so much Janina. Come back safe. Take care. And I love you. I love you.